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Wednesday, July 11th, 2001
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10:40 pm - Hello out there.
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Hello there. I'm back from the dead once again. Today was a pretty okay day. I went out with Kayla, Jess, and Mallary. We went up to the mall. Then they dropped me off at Tony's house because I wanted to talk to him about some things. I wanted to apologize to him, and he accepted it. I know apologizing isn't going to make everything perfect and okay. I Just wanted him to know that I am truly sorry for what I had done. I did not expect him to take me back or anything like that. I was not there for that reason and I let him know that. I was there to tell him I was sorry and explain everything that went on. We talked for about 45 minutes. I felt really weird being in his house. I felt weird seeing his dad and his dads girlfriend. I just couldn't handle it really. I cried alot while we sat there and talked. I guess I didn't realize how much I really did care about him. I know in the previous entry I said I have a boyfriend, but I don't. I did for like a day, but I don't think things between Brandon and I are going to work out. We are currently just dating, we will see how this goes. He hasn't called me in 2 days. I will probably see him at the club tomorrow night, and shit will start and not be good. I just have a bad feeling about the club tomorrow night. Maybe I just need a break from the guys. I'm not sure what I really need. If I figure it out I'll let you know. Or if you have any ideas, let me know. I'm so confused with myself. I'm trying to forget about everything that has happened, but it's hard to. There are constant reminders of everything that happened aroudn me. That drives me crazy. Anyway, what else. Things with my parent's are going pretty good. I've decided I'm going to be more straight up with them about things. They are actually taking things pretty well. The other night my dad actually let me drink at the house. He gave me a drink and I looked at him funny. He told me I'm growing up, and I can start doing more things. He told me that he was proud of me, and that I was really a great daughter. This means alot to me, because my dad doesn't show emotion like this a lot. He put some song on and made me slow dance with him to it. But I actually enjoyed it. I love my dad alot, and I really don't know what I would do without him. He does alot for me, and I really wish I would appreciate it more then I do. Same with my mother though. I love her alot. Sure she pisses me off, because of some of the things she does. I love her to death though. My parent's do some off the wall shit, but it will make me remember them better when they are gone. I've been thinking about college alot, I will post about that later though. I'm gonna get going for now, I'm pretty tired. I will post about the whole college deal tomorrow. TOodles-
Amy
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| Friday, July 6th, 2001
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8:24 pm - An Update... whoah!
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Hello people. Yes, I'm back and maybe I'll actually update this thing more now. There have been many changes in my life the past 2 weeks or whatever. Ever since I stayed at my aunts house things got pretty crazy. I currently have a new boyfriend, his name is Brandon. I've been doing too many drugs. I really need to stop. I've been doing Acid, Ecstasy, and GHB. Not good. Hopefully I will stop doing all that. I said I was gonna stop going to the club, because that is where I usually get my drugs. I did go to the club last night though, and I didn't do any drugs. I bonged 1 beer before we left at Nick's house, and that is all I did. I wasn't drunk or buzzin' or anything. I was normal. I didn't have as good a time at the club as usual, but I had fun. I'm used to being messed up is my problem. Hmmm. let's see what else is going on. Not that much really. I'm not explaining everything in great detail here about everything that happened. If you are a friend of mine you should already know what happened. It's just too much to type and I'm damn lazy. Everyone should know that by now. Tonite everyone is going over to Nick's house to chill. That is when he gets out of work. Until then Brandon is coming here to hang out then we will go there. Nick lives right next door. We own a double block and rent the other side out to Nick. Anyway, I'm gonna get going. I promise to update more now that I'm not all confused and stuff. Later.
-Amy-
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| Thursday, June 28th, 2001
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3:27 pm - ......
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Okay, yes I know I haven't updated. I am just so confused right now,and maybe writing in here would help. I don't feel like writing though. I got myself into a really big mess, and there is no getting myself out of this one this time. I must say yes I fucked up bad. I need to figure out what I'm going to do with myself. Currently I hate myself a lot and wish I could change things but I don't see that happening. Anyway, when I decide what I'm gonna do I'll write in here about everything. If you're really interested gimmie a call and I'll explain things and hey maybe you can even help. See ya next week.
-Amy-
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| Monday, June 18th, 2001
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12:56 am - Finally writing ....
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Hello hello helloooooo.... I'm really once again not in the mood to write, but I'm going to anyway. I want to write about my weekend, well from Thursday on that is.
Thursday started off slow. Didn't do much but lay around the pool, which is something I do alot of now a days. Since it's summer and all there is nothing better to do. Anyway, about 4:30 Shaena came over and we swam for a while. Then I took a shower and got dressed and packed up my clothes. I told my parent's we were all staying at Jess's house that night. So Shaena and I went to Jess's house and we all got ready to go to the club. It was cool. About 10:00 Ricky picked us up, and we met Tony and Mal at the Orloski's Mini Mart. We also picked up Kayla on the way. We all went to the club, got in for free because my guidance counselor owns half of the club. It's sweet. The club was alot of fun. We did our usual dancing. I learned some more liquid dancing from Ricky, which is going good for me. He said I'm catching on quickly. He said you learn better when you are trippin' or rollin' though because you see trails. I know what he means though, because when you are trippin' you definitely see trails. After the club wel all met up at Orloski's again. Tony went home because he had work the next day. Me, Ricky, Kayla, Shaena and Mal were left. None of us wanted to go home. So we all drove to Mal's house so she could drop off her brothers car. Meanwhile Ricky got pulled over, which wasn't good because he had weed in his car. That would have been really bad. So next we all piled in Ricky's car and we went down the ave to some gas station. This guy worked there, Bill was his name. He was friends with Ricky. He wanted Ricky to get some E for him, so we got the money and then we went and found the guy who had it. Meanwhile this old guy is following us around and I'm thinking I'm gonig to die. Ricky left the car to go make his little deal, and this old guy is staring at us 5 girls. We rolled up all the windows, locked the doors and just sat there. I was about ready to scream. I thought he was gonna try to break in or something. FINALLY Ricky came back, and it seemed like it took him forever. So we take this E back to Bill at the gas station, and I finally get to eat because Bill said we could take what we wanted from the store. I'm like alright this is cool. I'm liking this a lot. So then we take Kayla home, and we are still bored. Ricky says we are going on a road trip. We all agree sure why not?? Ricky is rollin' his face off and stoned, Jess is in the same condition. We drive out to somewhere, I duno where. We just pulled off into some party place out in the woods and we all just hung out there all night until like 8AM. We were just talking and listening to Techno it was alot of fun. Ricky taught me some more liquid dancing there. Then at 8AM Jess woke up and wanted to go home, so we took her home. Then Me, mal, Shaena and Ricky went to McDonalds for breakfast. After that we STILL didn't wanna go home so we went for another road trip. Except this time this one was far. We were way out int he middle of nowhere. We drove for a long time, finally we decided to make our way back home. The gas tank was on E, we didn't think we were going to make it home. It was crazy. Finalyl we made it home though. We dropped off Shaena. Then Mal, and I went and sat with Ricky at his house for like 3 hours. Then he dropped us off and our houses and we went on our merry little ways. It was a really fun night. I know it really sounds like we did nothing except for a lot of driving, but it was a blast. You woulda had to been there to understand.
Well tonite Tony was here, and that was good and all. We went out on his boat all day. Got pulled around on the tube and stuff. It was fun. Tomorrow he leaves for Virginia, and he won't be back until July 3rd. I'm going to miss him a real lot. I duno what I'm gonna do. I've been seeing him like everday almost since the end of feb, and now I won't see him for 2 weeks. It's gonna be weird and hard. He had me crying tonite, because I actually am going to miss him. It's weird. This is why I hate getting attached to people. But my friends Evan said it's good. So I will just take his word for it. He's older and wiser.
Well I will write again tomorrow. For now I'm dead tired and I just wanna sleep. Night-
Amy-
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| Friday, June 15th, 2001
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11:44 pm - Definitely Have to update.....
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I really wanna update this and tell about my Thursday night/Friday... I'm extremely tired though. I haven't gotten any sleep. I finally made it home at 2PM today, had to do stuff around the house and then I went back out. I will write about it tomorrow. It was pretty exciting.
Nighty Night
-Amy-
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| Tuesday, June 12th, 2001
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12:33 am - My idea, Shot down.....
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My idea was totally shot down by my dad. We were sitting outside before I was gonna leave with Tony. I told my dad I had changed my mind about things, and I just wanted to go to college and get a business degree. First words out of his mouth are No way, you are not opening a business you won't make it. Now that makes me feel real good. I still think my idea is a good one. I told him that I think I could succeed. He told me I don't have the money to even think about starting a business, and if it fails I will be screwed. It's my choice of what I wanna do, so I do believe I'm going to just stick with my idea anyway and do what I think is right. Maybe he is right, maybe I won't make it. That is just a chance I have to be willing to take. I just wish maybe someone in my family could be a little supportive of what I want to do with my life for once. They will never be happy, so i will make myself happy.
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-Amy-
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| Monday, June 11th, 2001
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6:20 pm - An Idea....
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I have been thinking. Scary, I know. I think I have come up with something though. I have always wanted to go to college for something that has to do with Criminology. Maybe even be in the FBI. That has just always been something I've been really interested in. Today though, it just hit me that maybe I don't wanna do that. Something that I really love is Clubs, Partying, and Dancing. I was thinking maybe I should go to college to learn how to open my own business. Then I could open my own club. It could be an over 21 club, but have certain nights for teenagers too because I know they love to go to clubs too. My parent's aren't gonna like this idea too much, but in the words of the great and wonder Jon Bon Jovi "It's my life". I'm seriously going to think about this idea some more, and well maybe even go forward with it. Have any ideas? Or comments about this? Please let me know. Do you think I could succeed?
Peace
-Amy-
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12:40 am - wow....
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Well last night 5 of my friends got into a car accident. 2 of them died, and the other 3 were hospitalized. This just scares me alot. IT just seems to keep happening over and over. They were all drunk. The 2 people that died, I didn't know them too well, but I did know them. The other 3 people I knew. I went and saw Kayla today, and she is doing better. I Just duno what to do. I duno what to think anymore. This is the 3rd accident with kids from my school that has to deal with drunk driving. When are they going to just stop and think about getting into a car with someone who is drunk. I'm not saying stop drinking, I even drink. Just stay where you are. Everytime I drink I always stay at where the party is, or someone who doesn't drink takes me home or to their house or something. It's just crazy.I'm gonna go to bed, because I just can't think anymore. I will write again tomorrow.
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| Saturday, June 9th, 2001
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2:11 am - Graduation Party
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Tonite was Tony's graduation party. It was very nice. It was at the Victoria Inn. My dad had dropped me off at Tony's house around 6:00 because Tony's truck is broken. He is supposed to be fixing it tomorrow. Anyway, I had to let myself in his house because no one ever listens for the doorbell. We had to wait for his dad to get showered and dressed and then we went over to the party. It was very very nice. Tony and I stood out front to greet everybody and show them where the party was. It was very fancy, and that was what I expected. Everything is always fancy with them, and sometimes I feel like I do not fit in. I guess I will get used to it though. We first had a sit down dinner. I had the stuffed flounder. It was very good. I liked it alot. Of course we started off with a salad and all that jazz. After dinner we did mostly dancing. Everyone was getting drunk off their asses. I didn't though. I only had 2 rum and cokes, and a couple shots. They had Alabama Slammers, how can I resist a shot of that? I felt fine though. I spread the shots out through the night and all. I would have drank more, but my dad was picking me up when I was all finished at the party. They had a band play. They were pretty good. Played lots of old people music, but it was still fun. I danced a lot with Tony. He was pretty drunk. He kept ordering drinks left and right. That was the first time I've seen him drunk I believe. At one point of the night they tried to get Tony's pants off in the middle of the dance floor. He got pissed and went in the bathroom, so I went in there to talk to him to make sure he was okay. I was sitting on the sink counter, and Bubba walked in. Bubba is Tony's sister's Boyfriend. He was like Tony, this is not a normal scenario. Your girlfriend is sitting on the counter of the boys bathroom, that's just screaming TAKE ADVANTAGE OF ME NOW! I was like haha! Bubba was like yup she's laughing about it, that's what it means. I was like Nah! So after that they tried to get me to go in the bathroom and take a picture of my ass with Tony's camera, but I didn't. That's not cool. They claim they all went into the bathroom and took pictures of their dicks. I guess we will see when we get the pictures back. The party ended up being really nice, and it had a big turn out. Out of the 65 people invited, like 55 showed up. It was really nice, and I'm really proud of Tony for graduating. I know he was struggling and hated school, but he did it. My dad picked me up from his house around 1:30. I was surprised my dad wasn't mad. He told me he had no problem picking me up though, and I do thank him for that. Usually I have a ride but Tony's truck was broken, and well he was a little wasted tonite. Not in the best of driving conditions. So, I wouldn't of had him drive me home anyway. Well I do believe that I'm gonna try and get some sleep. I just wanna check out my friends journals first and see if they updated. Will write again tomorrow.
Amy
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| Friday, June 8th, 2001
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12:40 pm - Graduation/Dinner/Evolution
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Well once again didn't have time to write last night. I wasn't home but for like 5 minutes last night and then I left again.
Yesterday I went to see Tony graduate. All I know is that seeing him graduate was some kind of reality check for me. I was sitting there watching them walk in, and I was thinking to myself "my god that will be me next year". This honestly scares me. Things will be so different once I graduate. It's gonna be scary, yes exciting at the same time. Part of me can't wait until I'm out and on my own, but the other part is just wondering how the hell I'm going to take care of myself. Anyway, I will touch more on that subject during another post. The graduation was nice, and I'm very proud of Tony for graduating. He told me he was so nervous walking across that stage that he thought he was going to fall. I don't blame him though. So, after graduation we went to his Highschool so he could get his real diploma. We went to dinner at Picket's Charge. It was nice. There were 11 of us for dinner. I thought there was going to be some tension because his real mom was there, and his dads new girlfriend was there. I was just thinking it was going to turn into a big ol' mess. It didn't though. So that made me very happy. I didn't want him to get upset on his graduation day, his parent's fighting would have done that. After dinner his sister Kendal brought me home because he had to go to this lock in thing that they have the highschool for the seniors. They get locked in the highschool from 10PM until 6AM and they get to play games, win money, eat all this food. It sounds pretty interesting actually. Our school doesn't have anything like that for us though. We suck. So, after Kendal brought me home I called my friend Mal to see what they were up to. They were still going to evolution so I decided I would go. I love going there, as you should know from previous posts. We don't even have to pay to get in anymore because we know the security guards. It's funny, Jess and I always chase after the secuirty guards when they aren't looking. Everyone always cracks up when we do that. So, I love going to the club and all but the guys are just annoying. I go there to have a good time and dance with my friends. Some of my friends are guys and I don't mind dancing with them and the other friends are girls and I dance with them too, but I don't wanna dance with guys I don't know. They think they can be all up on you. It's retarded. So we try and stay in our own little group and dance with eachother. It kinda works. If people come up to us we just kinda grab eachother away from them. Mal, Shaena and I were all dancing with eachother out on the floor and these 2 guys come up to us and tried dancing with us and we kidna kept ignoring them and they were like oh I think they like eachother! I was just like get outta here and leave me alone before I have to get my boyfriend after your ass. Of course Tony wasn't there, but what do they know. It got them away. I was in desperate need of a water, and I had left my money in the car. So, I just grabbed some guy and was like can I borrow 2 dollars I'm dying of thirst. You would be surprised all the guys that will give you money. It's crazy. After the club, we just went back to Mal's house and crashed because we were damn tired. This morning they had to wake me up, because I can just sleep for like ever. I love sleep. And I think that's about all. Mal brought me home and now I'm writing in my wonderful Journal. Hopefully someone reads this.
I'm gonna get going because I have to call my mom and get in the shower. I'm tired and maybe I can get a nap in. We will see. I still have to get Tony a graduation present for his party today. I think I'm going to give him like 100 bucks in a card because I have no idea what else to get him. He seems to have everything. So, I'm out.
-Amy-
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| Thursday, June 7th, 2001
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12:32 pm - Stuff
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Hey again. I didn't get to write last night like I wanted to, but I didn't get home until midnight so I just went to bed. Yesterday was alright. I woke up, talked to Evan for a bit which was good. I have been talking to Evan a lot more now a days, and it's something I really enjoy. He's really a good person to talk to. So after I talked to Evan, I showered and went to cheerleading practice. That sucked pretty bad, we didn't do much just did a few lifts. I didn't fall yesterday so all was good. Tony picked me up from practice in Terry's car. Then we went back to Tony's apartment and he put his system into Terry's car. While he did that I just sat in the house, watched tv and ate some poptarts. Blueberry ones, they were good. I was in there waiting for Tony's mom to call, because she was coming in from Virginia. She didn't know exactly how to get to Tony's house so we were going to meet her somewhere. Anyway, after he finished putting in the system he came inside and showered. I got changed outta my practice clothes, and we took Terry home. We got Tony's truck from Terry's house and went back to Tony's house. We ordered some food there, because Tony's mom still wasn't in yet. So, we went and picked up the food and come back and who was sitting in the parking lot? Tony's mom! She's such a nice lady. We only talked to her for a little and took her to the hotel she would be staying at. His sister Carly is staying at his house with him so I got to talk to her for a little bit. She is really nice to.
So today I had to go take my Geometry final. I didn't do good on it at all. I know I failed it, but I expected that to happen. I didn't even know how to start half the problems. I only knew how to do the problems with the circles. After our finals Me, Mal, Shaena, Dietrick, and Candice went for breakfast. That was pretty good. Then we went for a ride to Glen Lyon because Shaena needed cigarettes and there is a store there she can buy them at. Now I'm home and now I have things to do. I have to get in the shower and be ready to get outta this house by 3:00. I have to go to the Highschool and pick up my cheerleading uniform and then I have to have my dad drop me off at Tony's house. I have to go to his graduation tonite, and then I am going out to dinner with his family. Then who know's what. I'm supposed to be going to evolution with Mal and Shaena tonite, but who knows if that will happen. We will just have to wait and see.
I'm out.
Amy
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| Tuesday, June 5th, 2001
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11:08 pm - My day....
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Today was a good day. My friend Adam, who I haven't seen in a while came over. He here around 1:30. He was happy to show me his New Miata. It's a very nice car. It's even a convertible. Sweet. It was nice to drive around in all day. We went up to the Steam Town Mall to eat at the food court. Then we went to Hickory Run State park. We went for a hike on one of the trails. I screamed when I saw a chipmunk, which I thought was like a rat or something. After that we just came back to my house. We went back out once again, but just to rent movies. We got Trainspotting and Fargo. They were both pretty good movies. My friend Nathan loves that movie Trainspotting. The movie is about heroin addicts, and Nathan was once a heroin addict so I think that is why he likes it. He beat that though, and now he is clean. After the movies Adam left because he was tired. And here I am now writing in my journal.
Tomorrow will be a busy day for me. I don't have school, but I do have cheerleading practice from 3PM to 5PM. Then Tony and I are going out to eat with his mom I believe. She is coming in from Virginia for his graduation on Thursday. The only reason she won't come out to dinner is if she is tired. It will be nice to meet her though I suppose. I don't like meeting parent's much, but I will survive.
Tonite is slowly turning into a boring night. I had when I am up late and have nothing to do. Im' not tired, so sleeping is not an option. Well, it is an option but it would be difficult. I would probably just lay there and stare at the ceiling for hours. That would suck, I hate staring at the ceiling. I mean yeah sure, I do have a picture of Bon Jovi up there but it does get very boring.
I need some new music to listen to. I can't get into anything lately. I don't know what it is. Out of all the cds I have, I just don't care to listen to them. It's weird. Maybe they are just old to me or something. Some people tell me to listen to Spocks Beard and Marillion. I don't care to though. I've just been listening to the radio, and that is something I normally don't do. I'm not one for the pop music, but it's what I've been listening to. It's just confuses me. I can go from listening to the most complex music in the world, to listening to something like Britney Spears or N Sync.
I guess I will get going for the night. I'm not sure what else to write about. I will write again tomorrow.
Amy
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| Monday, June 4th, 2001
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12:10 am - Subject This
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I must say I am currently very very comfortable. I'm just lounging on the couch using my uncle's laptop. I decided to stay at my aunt's house in Dallas tonite. I like it here. No one bothers me, and I can pretty much do whatever it is that I want. I have a ton of channel to choose from too, because they have a satellite dish. At the end of June they are letting me stay at their house to watch the dogs while they go away to Ocean City. I have done this before for them. It's fun. I love getting the house to myself. I never want to leave or anything. So for those couple days I get to watch the house I will probably have Tony over. My dad will not like that too much, but too bad. That is just what is going to happen, and he can learn to deal with it.
Tonite I didn't really do much at my aunt's house. We just all sat at the kitchen table and talked. My aunt and uncle's friends Orion and Amy came over tonite. I talked to Orion a little bit about some piercings, because he knows alot about them. I showed him my Tragus piercing, because he hadn't seen it yet. He liked it alot. I told him I wanted to get the other one done, and he said it was a good idea. I will get the other one done as soon as I have the money.
I talked to Tony online tonite for a little bit. He got another ticket tonite for cruising the ave with his friends. $135.00. He has to stop getting tickets, or pretty soon he won't have a license and that will be really bad. He also informed me that he sold his system to his friend Terry, and is buying a tv/dvd player/cd player/navigational system/tough screen thingy for his truck. I think that's just crazy. But whatever, it's his money not mine. It's only gonna cost him like 3000 bucks, and that doesn't include speakers,or any of that other junk. He is supposed to pick me up tomorrow at my aunts house tomorrow after his graduation practice at like 12 noon. His highschool is right by my aunts house, so yeah. That's a good thing.
Anyway, that is pretty much all I have to say for tonite. If I think of anything new, I will add it. I'm sure I will be up for a while yet. Toodles.
-Amy-
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| Sunday, June 3rd, 2001
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1:03 am - My evening
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Okay so yeah I'm updating again. I told you I would update this thing more. I'm just keeping my word.
Tonite was a good night. Tony came over. First we went in the pool. That was kinda okay. It was pretty cold outside, but the pool is heated so it was warm in there. After we got done playin around in the pool we went in the hot tub for a while. That just starts to get too hot though, and it makes you really tired. So, we got outta there and just chilled in my house for a little bit. He left at like 12 though, because he has to get up early tomorrow for work or something. All in all it was a good night. I did ask him a question tonite, because it was bothering me. I had asked him if he really liked me. The reason I asked if because I always get attached to these guys and they end up not really liking me and then I just feel like crap. So he said he really likes me a lot, more then any other girl he has dated before. So, that made me feel good. I told him I liked him a lot too, and that is why I had to ask how he felt. I didn't want to be led on to believe he liked me, and it end up not being true. I'm very attached to him. I like him so much. I mean I acutally even think about him when he isn't here. Tomorrow he is supposed to call me after he goes to some practice thing for graduation and we are gonna do something. I'm not sure what though.
On another note school is almost over. I only have to go to school on Thursday to take my Geometry final. I'm just going to end up failing that. Really no point in taking it, I will fail and it will suck. I'm going to have to make up that class next year with Prob/Stat. I really hate Math. It's so hard to me. I had alot of trouble with just simple Algebra. I got exempt from the rest of my finals, which was really good. Keeping my grades up really paid off. I tried to keep my Geometry grade up, but I don't understand it. Needless to say, keeping that grade up just didn't happen.
There is a storm right now. It's so nice. I love thunderstorms. I think they can actually kinda be romantic. Sit outside on the front porch and watch them. It's just nice. They are also good to sleep during. The sound is just comforting to me for some reason. I don't know what it is exactly, but I like it alot.
Well I guess I'm going to get goin. Time for sleep or something. Hopeflly that rain will put me right to sleep. Will write again tomorrow. Peace-
Amy
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| Saturday, June 2nd, 2001
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2:23 pm - Whatever
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It's about 2:30 in the afternoon. My day just hasn't been too exciting yet. I ended up not doing anything last night except sleeping. I slept from 9PM last night until this morning at 12noon. I was woken up by the lovely sound of drills, hammers, and other power tools. My dad has decided it is time to sccreen in the patio out by the hot tub. That means sucky sleeping until he's done with it, because he wil be up bright and early everyday working on it until it's finished. Sure it will be nice when it's finished, but I love sleep a lot. I could go for a nap right now, and I've only been awake for 2 1/2 hours. I talked to rian for about 2 hours this morning on AIM. He is doing okay. He was a little mad at me because I have been dating Tony, but I think he's over it and we kinda talked like old times. Rian and I were never boyfriend/girlfriend or anything, but we really liked eachother alot. It was too difficult though, because he lived far away. I met him here in PA like 2 summers ago, because he came to visit with my cousin from Colorado because they are best friends. Now Rian has moved in with my aunt, uncle, and cousin in Levittown PA. It's only 2 hours away, but we still don't see eachoher. In fact we haven't seen eachother in almost a year now. I like the fact that we can still be friends though after all the time. We have only kept in touch through e mail, phone calls, and snail mail. Anyway, I will be on my way for the day. I guess I better get in the shower and stuff, because who knows what will be going on later. Bye-Bye
-Amy-
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| Friday, June 1st, 2001
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2:22 pm - ARGH
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Okay, I just typed a whole post. And someone sent me a link to a website and I went to check it out, and it cleared out my post. So fuck it. I'm not writing it again. Bah!
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2:19 pm - yahoo
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I don't even think I can explain the amount of fun I had last night. Mal and I met Tony, Dean, and T.J. at Tony's dad's pool store at like 10:15. Well 10:25 for Mal and I we were late as usual. We just have this thing about being on time, it's impossible. So, we went in the store and got changed. Then we all headed over to Club Evolution. Mal and I had gotten a pass for 4 of us. So Mal, Me, Tony and T.J. got in for free and T.J. paid. I didn't know 5 of us would be there or I would have gotten another pass, I feel bad. Oh well. So we went inside starting dancing. It was pretty cool. Was just starting to warm up ya know? So Dean and T.J. left for a little and they came back and are like lets go out to the car, I wasl ike okay lets go. We go out there, and chugged couple bottles of I don't know what. I was only buzzin, but that was good it made things fun. So, we went back in the club. It costs a dollar to get back in, not bad considering I didn't pya to get in anyway. So we get inside and our other friends Kayla, Jess, Ricky, SPank, and John were there. We were all dancing all night it was awesome and so much fun. I danced with EVERYONE. Then all of a sudden, I see our tennant there. I'm like Oh shit I'm fucked. I went up to him and I was like Nick I wsn't here, you didn't see me. He's like don't worry it's all cool I won't tell. I was like alright cool. So I danced with him a little. It was just a blast. I can't wait until we go again. Then we just went and slept at Tony's house and then went to school today which was really shitty, so Mal and I left early. And now I am home. THat's about all, I will write again tomorrow or something. Toodles
-Amy
current mood:  ecstatic
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| Wednesday, May 30th, 2001
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9:11 pm - Shrek
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Hello!!! Well, once again I have not written in a while. Everytime I write in here I seem to be saying that. It's crazy. Anyway, I was having a bad couple days but I'm back on track.
Today was an alright day. School was eh. I did find out I don't have to take my Chemistry, English, or Cultures final though. So that is really good. I will definitely have to take my Geometry final, but I might not have to take my Psychology final. 1 final is good for me. I hate those things. So yah, keeping my grades up was a smart thing to do.
After school Nathan and Kreamer called me and wanted me to go to the movies with them. So i was like okay! Let's go. We went and saw Shrek. It was pretty good. Funny at parts and stuff. I liked it, very cute. After that we went and got icecream and then they brought me home. I have a really good time going out with them. They are funny. They've been my friends for a good while. No one understands why I like them..... they are pretty big into drugs but they are the nicest guys in the world. SO, Mal and I hang out with them alot. Everyone else says they are lame, but whatever.
Well, that was my day nothing too exciting. I shall write again soon. I promise to start writing more. I probably said that before but this time I mean it! Toodles!
Amy
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| Saturday, May 26th, 2001
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2:01 pm - The Prom
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The prom is a damn long day! Well lets start off with Thursday. I had gone to the club with Mallary on Thursday night, so we didn't get home until 3 AM. We went directly to bed. THe next day we woke up at 11:00. Yeah, we skipped school. What else is new? We tend to do that alot. SO, we stopped and got some Burger King yum! Then went came to my house, and I showered. Mal did my hair for me. It took 2 1/2 hours. It looked really nice though. She did a great job. I put on my dress and all that jazz and Tony picked me up. My mom took a lot of picturs. Here is a picture. I will get better pictures posted in a few days.
We got to the prom. I only knew a few guys cause it was his prom. I didn't know any girls, so thats a problem for me. Girls are never nice to me, and of course they weren't last night so whatever. I still had a blast. We had dinner, and we did lots of dancing. It was really alot of fun. I would definitely go again. The prom song was "Never Say Goodbye" by Bon Jovi. Great song. I love Bon Jovi. After the prom was over we went to this party. It was okay. It was outside. I was only allowd to stay out until 3. I was Tony bring me home for 2:30, cause he wanted to go drink. So, he brought me home and I went to bed. It was definitely a good time!!!
Outta here!
Amy-
current mood:  happy
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| Sunday, May 20th, 2001
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12:27 am - M&M's melt in your mouth, not in your hand
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Today has been a pretty uneventful day. My mom woke me up around 12:30 or 1:00. That sucked, because I was still really tired. I knew I had to get up though. So, I showered and all that stuff. Then we went up the mall to find some shoes for me to wear with my prom dress. I will just tell you that I have the worst of luck. They either didn't have them in the color I needed (white) or they didn't have my size. Lots of places are like oh the smallest size we have is size 7. I need a size 6. I can't help it I have small feet. So, this means I have to go to the Steamtown mall in Scranton to see what kind of shoes that they have. The prom is on Friday. I only have 6 days. Wish me luck. After the whole shopping thing we just came home. I spent a good 3 hours upstairs in my bedroom just listening to some music. I listened to Eternity X and some club music. It was pretty cool. Then I decided I should go get some movies. I rented Scary Movie, The Basketball Diaries, Dangerous Minds, and Drive me crazy. I've only watched 2 so far. I'm currently watching Scary Movie. It isn't that great. Everyone said it was funny but I duno. It's okay. Mal had work tonite so she couldn't come over, and Tony was going out with his friends. They were taking Waterguns down the ave or something and the video camera to cause trouble. Whatever. I'm sure he's having a good time. But then again, I'm actually having a good time. I kinda enjoyed spending the night in to watch movies and just go online, because I haven't done this in a while. Plus the fact that I don't feel really good makes me want to stay home even more.
On another note, I have been getting along with my parents. That could be because I really haven't talked to them. It's all good though.
Tomorrow I'm not sure what is going on. Tony and I are supposed to go do something, but I'm not sure what. We can never decide on what to do, but that could be because it's sooo damn boring here in Pennsylvania. The only thing to do is go out to eat or see a movie it seems. We need something new here to do, and something new quick.
Not too much has been on my mind today. I wanted to have a relaxing day, so I just tried not to think about things. The more I think about stuff, the more aggravated I get. Then I just get pissed off at the world and then get all bitchy at everyone. So all in all it's been a pretty care free day.
Well, I'm signing out for the night. This wasn't much of an exciting post, but hey at least it was something. I'm going to go watch the basketball diaries now. Outta here!
-Amy-
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